when everyone walk the other way, I'll be here to hold your hand.

christabelnke — Wed, 08 Apr 2009 11:46:56 +0000

and I feel dumb.
I do.
I really do.
Cia,
what’s the password?

Dammit.
I feel like a baboon right now,
but I am learning,
learning to let go

christabelnke — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 12:46:31 +0000

I can’t think straight
I can’t
I just keep thinking of you,
even when I try to block you out with other things
It does not work.

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christabelnke — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 04:34:01 +0000

Gosh.

I’m still affected.

Freak.

Don’t we have any other things to talk about?

Sh*t.

Seriously.

I hate you.

I thought talking to you may make me happier,

but I’ve decided that,

everytime I talk to you,

I get more upset,

I get angry,

I get jealous,

I feel betrayed.

I don’t know why,

but these emotions just well up,

and they are threatening to burst.

So enough is enough.

I just needed to say this out.

But I hate this.

I hate this.

3 times,

to emphasize a point,

right?

Well,

that’s three times already.

Shucks.

I feel so insecure.

I’ve never met a guy who shattered my confidence so much .

Damn you.

Protected: my friend’s baptism

christabelnke — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 15:32:33 +0000

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christabelnke — Thu, 27 Nov 2008 09:19:58 +0000

Oh right.

New blog!

Haha..

This must be my..

hmm…

Let’s see..

I have 2 blogger,

1 windows live,

so this should be the 4th..

Haha.

but this won’t be updated regularly..

Only when I have something personal to write..

because I think this is the perfect getaway.

I’m still attached to my other blog,

so I shall still use that..

I heard that this blog is cool,

because I heard that you can lock each post.

and..

HI VANN!!!